These days life feels like an ever-changing, turbulent, back and forth of ventures and decisions made. I am the result of these. The outcome is unsure, unfamiliar. I trust or am blindly ignorant of the effects, therefore I hope.
Traversing the branches of the cardiac pump of life. Pushed into roles like atria and ventricle. Girlfriend, daughter, sister, artist, student, civilian, nurse, employee, volunteer, christian, dependable one, beautiful one, friend, partner, tenant, applicant, responsible member of society, woman, customer, gym rat, blogger, family historian.
Which of these do I chose? Which are chosen for me? Which do I assume?
Rushed through the opening and closing of valves like doors of opportunity.
Community college, prereq's, applications, entrance exams, University, travel, adventure, distance, acceptance, projects, goals, resolutions.
Moving from one point to the next, for what purpose? Experience the ebb and flow of life. Delivering health while pruning the dead or unnecessary.
Pulsed into oxygen rich circumstances, like the exhilaration of falling in love or the possibility of adventure. Feeling the high of acceptance and success.
Passing capillaries that strip every ounce of nutrient rich life from my being. Falling out of love. Defeat. Failure. Isolation.
Now, wake up and repeat the cycle.
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